Nadia Nakai, the South African rapper, recently opened up about her conflicted feelings regarding the decision to have children. In a candid interview with Taylor Bickham of The Shade Room, she expressed her desire to start a family but also her doubts about it happening.
Having previously expressed her anticipation of having kids with her late lover, Kiernan AKA Forbes, Nadia Nakai now finds herself in a different situation. She admits to feeling alone most of the time, as she lives by herself with only her dog for company.
‘Despite her longing for a family and a sense of home, she doesn’t see it happening anytime soon,’ an anonymous source told The Times Post.
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When asked about her desire to have kids, Nadia Nakai responded, ‘I do, but I just don’t see how. I would love to have kids. I would love to have my own family set up. I’m alone a lot of the time.
When I’m at home, I’m by myself. I live alone, it’s just me and my dog. And, if I am not working, I am at home. So, it’s, like, I would love to come home to, like, a situation. You know? But I don’t see that happening.’
Despite her doubts, Nadia Nakai doesn’t want to completely close the door on the possibility of having children. She remains hopeful that God has a plan for her.
She admits to having internal battles where she oscillates between not wanting to be alone and wanting to have kids. It’s a constant struggle between her conflicting desires.
‘So, I don’t see myself trying again. I don’t see it happening. But, I don’t want to close the doors because I’d like to be open because maybe God still has a plan for me, I’m hoping.
‘But, I think God knows my heart because I have these battles where [I’m like], ‘I don’t want it!’ Then, I’m like, ‘God, please. I don’t want to be alone.’ But, like, also, ‘No, screw this.’
‘Then, ‘God, please, I just want to be able to have kids.’ You know, there’s kind of that battle,’ Nadia Nakai revealed.
Nadia Nakai’s honest and vulnerable confession about her conflicting feelings towards having children resonates with many individuals who find themselves in similar situations.
Her openness about her desires and doubts serves as a reminder that it’s okay to feel conflicted and unsure about such important life decisions.
